Bom Pi Pi

LoL

2006-04-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday sianded. in school fall sick. maybe its the new environment, then every classroom cold sia. jitao cough then in the afternoon, cough's goodfriends come already, flu + fever. after school, straight go home sleep all the way, then my mother gave me medicine and took care of me. sweet huh. i <3>

today was not bad. i got to know my class better. i know almost all of their names liao. some of them funny la. and quite a handful are also 1988 dragon babies. theres even a big show in my class. veyr big size, somemore 21 years old.

theres cca fair, went to look around, but still duno wad to join. i feel like joining lion dance, but doesnt feel good joining alone. theres also pool, and rock-climbing that attracts me. maybe i can jus settle for library club and slack all the way.

still not in right mind set for school yet. soon la.

baby, i miss you.

lalala.

2006-04-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday had a tiff with w.C lol. all solved now. how can small matters affect our brotherly love! <3>

feeling lost now in SP, suddenly all unknown and new friends. i wish that all my brothers can be in same school as me. that will be so cool man.

and i jus realise my timetable sucks real bad. except for wednesday, all other days end at late afternoon. eeee pui. sianded + sian 1/2.

at least what im gona be studying seems interesting. hope it will be my new love.

jus saw a cool yamaha bike down my block. i really want to own my own bike. yup, dreaming again. but whu knows, im GOD.

woolala

2006-04-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

monday school officially starts. looking at my timetable. i love poly man. so slack. going to have lunch with helmi, my friend who is also a senior. hes a real joker la. crap talking his forte. lots of things have gone through my mind recently. it seems like my life is busy while its not, yet i feel that i don't have time to spare sometimes. craps. i want to get a haircut and highlight, and also a new bag for school.

i sometimes dun feel like blogging, not that theres nothing to blog. no one knows why except myself. dig it.

Starto.

2006-04-10T05:50:00.000+08:00

This is it. Going SP for orientation lol. Going to make new friends. Going to a new environment. Yes, I'm excited. I slept considerably early but it feels like I din't get to sleep at all. Keep on turn my body and dreaming of dreams that I still remember. Something like forcing myself to dream. Lol. I'm still blur right now. Just like a primary 1 going to school on his first day. Nah I'm jus joking. Its all only about excited.

Life.

2006-04-03T04:43:00.000+08:00

"Life sucks...... But I'm still feeling good."

Life is GREAT now. Im rich. Doing whatever I want, and I made lotsa new cool new friends, few of them malays too( 1 policeman). Swee bo. Life been so shiok. Utterly enjoying, that I dont even have freaking time to waste on blogging. Going to sleep now, waking up tomolo and knowing that life doesnt suck. HEE.

Heaven.

2006-03-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

Dead tired now. At last, work is over. Gona slp for 1 whole day. This is heaven.

2006-03-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

_|_

2006-03-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

I jus wan school to start ASAP!!! Maritime Transportation Management it will be. Cant say bad. Cant say bad.

Come on DJ, spin that shit.

I dont care upside down or inside out.
I'll jus make sure yer motherfucking balls will drop right down.
Ima yellow rapper, but why do you care.
Mess with me, and I'll give you a verbal bitch slap.

Fuck yous and have a nice day.

Hmm.

2006-02-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Considering the amount of effort I put in, I'm satisfied with my O's result. My English screwed up tho. C6. Going to poly, and hope that school starts now.

1st: Infocomm Security Management [SP]
2nd: Aerospace Technology [NP]
3rd: Maritime Transport Management [SP]

2 big days to look forward to,

28th Feb: Course Given.
14th April: Poly starts.

Thinking of sec school life, I found myself stupid for playing truant and skipping lessons. Now, I found studying is MUCH enjoyable than working or staying at home doing nth.

Needless to say, I will study hard in poly. *heehee

Jus for viewing pleasure.

2006-02-03T09:17:00.000+08:00

CNY

2006-01-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year round the corner, mass ang pao time. This morning, woken up by my father, "Oei! Go Shop n Save LIAO!"

So me and both my parents went to Shop n Save. Inside SnS, everywhere also have the mediacorp actress Xiang Yun photo, later she ownself go SnS also tio scared. Bought alot of things for the CNY, lotsa drinks, YuSheng, ALOT of food, and tools for house cleaning. I'm overall in charge of pushing the shopping cart, and helping to carry the things home. Cause, what I choose to buy, parents dont want. XL. So they made the decisions, I'm the Maria. But at least, I'm spending time with my family =D

But WAKAO. Tml morning 6am need to wake up go Bai Bai(pray), I asked my father why so early. He say, he is not want to be first to Bai Bai, jus want to earlier than others. Bullshit. That also means want to be first wad -.- kiasu dunwan admit lol.

CNY = More Ang Pao = None/Lesser Smoking (father around) GooD GooD.

6mths liao

2006-01-23T04:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th month baby.

Yea, our love have grown stronger. You had persevered and letting me feel loved. Thanks for all your commitment these 6th mths, its been fast. Thks heaven, we dun have doubts about this relationship anymore. We have belief that this relationship will last forever, and I do hope so.

You will be a good wife, I know. =D

PRTT. I will fulfil it for you.

muaCks. <3

<3

2006-01-21T06:03:00.000+08:00

I'll be there for you~
These 5 words I'll swear to you~
When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you~
I'll be there for you~

I'll live and I'll die for you~
Steal the stars from the sky for you~
Words can't say what love can do~
I'll be there for you~

I really will do.

Yu Guo Tian Qing

2006-01-16T12:36:00.000+08:00

Yea, I love my babe more than I know I do. Heex, but considering the fact that she din leave me even tho I treat her sooo bad, she love me more than I love her. haha.

Now kanchiong time liao, O level results out REAL soon. 1 month to it. craps. I guess best choice still SP or TP. But STILL duno which course yet. Get result first then say la.

2006-01-08T03:20:00.000+08:00

I have already foreseen everything. Im sorry.

2006-01-06T06:51:00.000+08:00

"Bu Dong" is not the answer I want to hear, but yet it is the answer I deserve to hear.

2006-01-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

I feel bad treating you like this, I know I'm not fully commited. But I do want you to be happy and I do love you deeply, jus that yes, I am plain lazy. Sorry. Then your Mum's words keep coming into my mind, she said it to yer cousin wan.

"If you dun have the time to accompany your gf, and have been neglecting her due to other things, dun have the time to accomapany gf, you're not fit to go into Boy-Girl relationship."

I feel that I am not fit , yeaps, I am not a good bf.

Gathering?

2006-01-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

Went pool-ing with Ernest, Jason, Shiwei and Marcus. Haven seen them for quite long. Found out that Justin Chew became a backstabber and Ow was scalded by hot oil at work, quite seriously. Had some fun at pool as I was owning, esp. Jason whu got owned twice by me. Lmao. Then on the way back home from the bus stop, theres this Uncle who was walking teh same route as I was. He suddenly smiled at me and asked, "Go play horse ar?". I at first tot he meant I went geylang or wad. Then found out today got horse racing at Kranji Turf Club. Then he dam friendly and keep on smiling. Mus be won abit in horse racing, still say next time see me bring me go drink kopi.

yeap, great day. =D

Chalet Fun

2005-12-30T01:20:00.000+08:00

Haven slept much. Tired. Fun? Sure it was, with jokers and laughters. HEART ATTACK! And, with my beloved wC and my girl thr too, the chalet was more "meaningful" =D

Yea guys, thx for the chalet organized, next time we find someone house and chiong BJ all night la!

NoNo, not blowjob, BLACKJACK i meant.

The Half-Blood Prince

2005-12-28T07:53:00.000+08:00

WOOT. Jus finished reading the Harry Potter book. Song sia. At least its something that kept me occupied for hours. lols. Not bad la. Then the ending made me cant wait for the next book to be out. So much anticipation. Really cannot believe the J.K. Rowling can be so creative and full of imaginations of the fictional magical world, I read the Harry Potter books until I really think there is really a witches and wizards population and community in the world. Pro-ness shown.

But come to think of it, my sex fantasizes also dam pro. LOLs.

2005-12-25T09:09:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

LoL?

2005-12-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

KingKong is a must watch! Watched liao dam shiok. somemore worth money. 3 hrs long! Best movie I have watched in a long time. Those who havent watch, must faster go watch.
Then the next movie I wana watch is the Narnia. Seems nice. lol.

Anyway, my babe bought me one Brown Tee. I love it alot. The pattern swee swee. Also, we shop shop then go SamuelnKel then saw this leather jacket. I try wearing liao dam MAN. She say she gona buy for me miahaha. LOL. I still haven buy for her Christmas present. Shall bring her and let her choose. Like that no surprise but surprises wun work on my girl, she always spoils it =x
Somemore, giving her something she chose and love it, more worth the money ma.

Anyway, having headache, shall go rest. LOL

Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan

2005-12-16T05:18:00.000+08:00

My girl came my house =D Then I cooked her TangYuan as promised. Lol. Dam fuckin easy to make and its real nice. No bullshit. $1.70 for a pack of 15 balls like that. Worth it sia. Jus boil water, throw the balls in then stir stir 5-6 mins. Tada! Add some sugar and love and its ready to be served. My girl loved it. Miahaha.

OK.

Selling 1 bowl of 5 balls for $2. Homemade by me! Anyone interested? Delivery charge of $5!!!

=D

GOAL

2005-12-14T03:56:00.000+08:00

BRING MY BABY TO CRUISE!

S-L-A-C-K

2005-12-10T04:35:00.000+08:00

Holidays and I have not been going out much lol. Dint bother to find job too.. jus slacking at home cs-ing and mapling. Siao bo.. No life you will say. But I'm enjoying it now, quietly at home, away from the world. But well, christmas coming, gona hang around outside more. lol.

Anyway,

HAPPY BELATED B-DAY WeiCONG!!!!

...

2005-11-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Life has not been great or even good. It sucks to the core. I duno, its jus boring and well, the worst holiday period I have ever had. Then, I also sick like fuck. Cough and cough and cough. Somemore dry dry the and throat dam itchy, real xin ku.

It's like there are unfinished things to do and like something is missing from my life.

Unlock me pls.

Dam me.

2005-11-21T09:30:00.000+08:00

These few days keep on scolding you and dulan you. Im unreasonable. Im sorry, wun happen again.

I guess I'm too over-sensitive and over-protective over you, coz I love you too much and afraid to lose you. I should have understand that it's all part of your work. =)

Well, now it's all fine and lets remain this way =D

Love ya,
your Mr.Man.

LATE FOR PAPER

2005-11-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

Holy Shit. I was late for History paper by half an hour. Die liao. SBQ got 2 questions din attempt.

Now it's really Poly life for me. But I am afraid I can't make it to those courses that I prefer. Walan.. Shit Shit Shit. Courses have their own cut-off points? I don't know shit.

When March get back results, confirm my doom-day. So mus enjoy life before that =D

siao liao.

BOO~!

2005-11-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

Lifes pretty much boring nowadays. I am like a living dead. Super no life. Staying at home and not going out for dam long liao.

Misses my babe, but at least O's are ending real soon.

MySoCuteDarling, I love you eh. I know you won't leave me =D Coz I am dam too good for you to leave me! Mwahaha. You can't escape from me! Glued to me for life!

Mwahaha.

bo liao

Aww.. Crap.

2005-11-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

Olevel results aint out yet. But I know that I'm not getting good results back. 20+ points is what I am going to expect.

I'm darn lazy. Lotsa of time for me to study before the the exams, but I didn't study at all. Now the exams are here, and I'm studying jus one day before each exam.

Worst, today was Chemistry and History paper. I didn't really study for it at all. Just briefly browse through.All the papers are easy. Just make effort to study and will be able to score in them. Now full of regrets, really. Knn.

Thinking of retaking O's next year.

I'm fucked up right now. What should I do?
Everyone put hopes in me, but I am going to disappoint them yet again.

But still, maybe by REALLY working hard for the rest of the papers, might help me to get lower points.

I am pissed with myself! I am USELESS!

I'm sorry mum. really sorry.

*arGh

2005-11-05T04:17:00.000+08:00

I'm mentally worn out. I need sleep constantly. This is bad. Somemore my flu still haven't fully recover.

I'm not mentally prepared for O's. Shit. I need to fully concentrate man. Too much distraction around me. Somemore, O's is dam near. Dam dam near.

Maybe, I need some morning runs or some Tai Ji.

Success?

2005-11-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today is my mum birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! Didn't get any present for her as usual. I know I'm unfillial. Everybody knows that.

I made her angry again today. Or in fact, made her sad. Parents always chose to appear angry when they are hurt by their child.

She scolded me, and most of the time, I never took her scoldings seriously. But this time, she said something damn true. That I had been useless all this while, and have no aim and no goal in life. Most importantly, that its long since I have the feeling of success.

Since the start of secondary school life till now, what accomplishment have I made? I thought and thought and still feels that theres none..

The feeling of success, I have lost it. Maybe that's what made me lost motivation in everything.

ARGHH! I AM NOT USELESS!!!!!!!!!

Release me.

2005-11-02T07:54:00.000+08:00

Jus woke up, and obviously, had a dream. These few days, all my dreams are about having fun with friends. My KFC soccer mates, 438 childhood friends, primary school friends and secondary schoolmates, all had appeared in my dreams these few days.

Some people don't know what they dreamt about after they woke up, but most of the time, I know my dreams. All right, maybe for the time being, I had not been going out enjoying with friends. Its been a long time since I played pool, go to sentosa, talking shiity craps together with them. There's like a neverending list of things I can do with them, and yet I can't. and, its years since I watched movies with friends.-coz always with stead!

I miss them. So, I ''go out'' with them in dreams. In fact, my last dream was at a chalet with my KFC mates, and there's even daryl. LOL

Well, things will definitely change. 22/11/2005. The day Olevel end. And after that, its all freedom and FUN. Gona go out like crazy with friends and my babe. Theres even activities planned. Going to kelong fishing trip with Weicong and family. Travelling to Malaysia with my babe and her family and friends. Jus 20 days more days of study! wakakaka.

My mum:"OEI! Still using the computer ar! Go study now! Can't understand you, its your future you know! I gona cut off the internet line liao! Faster go STUDY!!!!!"

as always.... study study study.

*ahhh--chooooooo

2005-10-31T16:50:00.000+08:00

Feeling dam uncomfortable right now. I think I'm sick. Cause: Runny nose. Mucus flowing lke water. That's how sick I am.

Had my chinese paper today. Overall, I feel that I did quite well but theres not much confidence. Feeling dam sick while doing the paper, but I din let that affect me.

After school, went to Serangoon. Saw Ken, Xuan and Ses there. LOL. They were filling in an application for ShopnSave, yea. Think they will get the job? Prolly not. And they aint suitable for it too.

Well, some feelings came to me while looking at them. I remembered the days while I was part of them, always being with them. Looking at them now, their body newly decorated with tattoos, and its like, everything is so different. They had change? or I'm the one that changed. not so sure. The all so casual jokes and fooling around, I can't seem to communicate with them anymore. I guessed the closeness, the bond between me and them is gone.

Still, at least.. friends whu I really need by my side are still there. my mates. you know whu you guys are. ;)

and I'm still sneezing away .. ahh-- chooo!

Proud of HER.

2005-10-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

Proud of HER.

HER is my beloved sister.

Shes Sec1 in Cedar and she got first in class. Family are happy over this. Me too. It seems nth special and not a great achievement, but duno why, jus proud.

My mother gonna attend a prize giving ceremony tml LOL. Grandpa going too.

My sis is happy about it too. Her hard work pays off. She has been studying since the start of the year without slacking off. At least she din follow my footsteps, I was having fun and slacking away thru out my whole of secondary life, till now.

But I still managed to influence her to play Maple and CS, but shes not addicted, jus plays occasionally. But she has got potential in Cs. =D

My only advice for her: Its great that you got first, however, don't be contented. Maintain that spot or show more improvement and top your level. Your brain has been working well, dun get it to malfunction.

She had given me the motivation to study and score for my Os too. I wana make my family proud too. Its not an easy feat but I'll treat it like its chicken feet. Bla. I'm over confident. But its just me. I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT!

im not lying to myself. yes i am, no i am not. bla bla.

Damit.

2005-10-24T15:26:00.000+08:00

Jus woke up. Mum did not leave money for me again. I'm freaking broke. Forced to stay at home, again.

I WANT TO GO OUT!

Promised my babe to go meet her, but I can't do it with no money, even to travel. When its nearing the end of month, its always like that. Plus the fact that my f-king father dun give any money. Thats he's responsibility as a father and he din do it _|_ . Leaving my mum to take care of this shitty responsibilty by herself. But I'm always taking money from her and wasting them away still. Yea, waste.

I'm sorry baby, its really not my fault. CCK to Hougang needs some money capitol. And i dun have it... Lets take the chance to study yea?

Be happy instead of sad, coz not meeting you had forced me to miss you like crazy. =D

Love ya.

What a day.

2005-10-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day and did nuthin constructive. Woke up freakin late. No one at home means I had to cook my own dinner. 2 packets of Myojo Mee and 6 hotdogs settled my hunger. I'm skinny and thus, easily satisfied.

Olevels coming. The feeling sucks to da core.

But what can I do to change the fact? ...nth

lalala~

2005-10-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

*wee* ...

dam tired. stayed over at Weicong's house the last night and thrashed Ernest in chinese chess. He lost to me 1 game, he dun wana conceded defeat and and challenged me to a few games more. He was owned by me BADLY! wahahaha.

Had soccer with my club Kensington Football Club, had lotsa fun. All sweaty during the game and I feel dam SEXY. Its all competitive and all shiok. My KFC mates are some bitchy bastards, crap-ed and giggled like girls. Dam 3-8. But its all funny LOL.

After that, went to meet my babe. Sort of a disagreement between us but its still PEACE after all. Went and had dinner at Century Square. NewYork Pizza or wadeva, but its some great food and its cheap. LOL. My babe had been a "ah lian" for the day, gona slap her in da face _|_. But I still love her tho. Anyway, girl...

HAPPY 3rd MONTH!

not a memorable day we had. I'm sorry. But I know you can understand =)

shall bring you and shop for high heels when 27th comes. yea baby, I know you love me.

2005-10-21T05:15:00.000+08:00

Super tired. Jus wasted a few hours playing CS. Dam me. O'level is coming and wad the fuck am I doing?

Going to bed now. Wishes that when I wake up, its 2oo6. Skip the Os man.

Misses you too.

2005-10-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

LOL. My first entry. Kinda gay. But I enjoyed da process of making this blog =D

Did Science Prac yesterday, confirm can pass! *smirks*

No more shit. Im off to play games.